This feeling I have inside,
is getting so truly deep.
What if I can’t be able to hide,
this enormous secret I have to keep.
Sooner or later I’m going to burst,
though I’m tied up by fear of hatred.
I will reveal all those horrible words,
and admit what I have to admit.
Though I love you with all my heart,
I have done this terrible thing.
I don’t know why it went that far,
I promise it wasn’t meant to happen.
I have offended your dignity,
and now I must hurt your feelings too.
I have to tell you this terrible secret,
knowing that I’m going to lose you.
Maybe you’ve already figured it out;
maybe you won’t believe it’s true.
Maybe you’re going to scream and shout,
this is it, I’ve cheated on you.