You don\'t know sh*t

You say that you're crazy
well baby look at me
you say that death surrounds you
well baby cant you see

death does surround you always
it rests inside of me
and when you are around me
that death longs to be free

it struggles at my throat
bashes at my insides
longing to come out
hurting until i cry

you say that i can't hurt you
that what i say is all a lie
you say my life is perfect
why should i want to die

well guess what you crack head
you don't know sh*t about my life
you don't know what goes on in my world
and how i long for that shinning knife

i want so badly
just to just take that shining blade
i want to end my life now
and keep that promise i had made

but i can't you know i cant
i have too much expected of me
and if i died and left this world
I'd be leaving my fantasy