Your no longer the only part of my life

You don't understand why,
Why it is I always cry

Could it be all the pain?
The fact that in life i have nothing to gain?

I will choose a guy over you
Because of the things you do

All the things you said to me,
It all got be to think
Think about what it is we really had
When is it that things did turn bad?

You say it was when i met my soul mate
And i am glad i did, i know it was fate.But you didn't understand
Your not the only one i want to hold my hand

Just because you were my best friend
Doesn't mean we'd be together till the end

We had our good times, our laughs and our cries,
Together we stayed as tears stung our eyes

But now it is all different I don't know where we went
It is as if my heart got ripped apart and bent.

My heart is no longer just in one piece for you
Brock is now the one on my mind no matter what i do!

I wrote this awhile back when me and my friend were in the middle of a big fight. It's pretty old and i haven't let anyone read it. Well that's about it enjoy and comment if you want to. I would love to here what you have to say.
Abby