I hate myself,
i should have known;
you were never mine,
i was always alone.
why i ever thought you would love me?
myself, i will never know;
drowning in tears of my pain,
i try not to let it show.
i know its not your fault that u don't love me,
but i cant hide my despair rite now;
i m meant to live this way,
alone, unloved , yet surviving somehow.
when u said u don't love me,
a tremendous stab was felt in my heart;
your words serving as a knife,
cutting my skin , my soul apart.
u will never know i love u so much,
u will never realize this pain is so strong;
though time will continue 2 walk ahead,
i m too broken to strive along.
u r the one i will never forget,
and i cant stop loving u;
this isn't nay crush meant to fade away,
this is love, and my love is true.
