I know it's just a memory

I knew my past life was just a memory....
i knew my pain is just in the past....
i knew i would cry for all the pain....
i knew i would become alone....
i always thought looking back in my past i would laugh....
but i never knew i would cry for what happen before....
i knew i was bad....
i knew i had alot of good memorys of the past....
but i just never knew it would come back to hunt me.....
give me pain....
bad dreams....
but i know these memorys were all so pose to help me....
make me strong....
change the person who i am....
make my life less pain....
make me remember how great she was to me....