This Pain Is Something New.!.!.

Holding my mother's hand,i learnt to walk,
Hearing to her sweet voice,i learnt to talk,
but i don't know from whom i learnt to love,
I'm seeking an answer from the heaven above.

Ever since love has entered into my heart,
everyday a piece of my heart is taken apart,
even though only a small portion is still left,
it still treasures you as a very precious gift.

Every time you come in front of my eyes,
the pain in my heart slowly begins to rise,
my mind slowly rewinds back to the time,
when i thought,not loving you is a crime.

i can feel my heart getting weaker day by day,
the pain is so strong that i can't even say,
i can feel my soul slowly drifting away,b'coz
the path is shown and my soul is on its way.

Soon this painful life will come to an end,
in my funeral,there will be relatives and friend,
but i don't want you to come and say a goodbye,
b'coz i don't want my soul to depart with a cry.

As i enter heaven,i see the angels at the door,
as i enter further,i see angels more and more,
still with the thoughts of you in my mind,
i turn back to see the angel i have left behind.

As i see you,both my eyes sends a final tear down,
so that u can feel the ocean u left me in to drown,
sitting in the heaven above,i still think of you,
even though it is painful,"This Pain Is Something New".