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by Ashamed Nov 25, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
As the plastic sets alight I don’t show any fright I put my arm into place What another sad case As the flame glows green I become very keen, To see the fire drip And be hurt by that nip When it makes impact My mind feels smacked I have no choice but to scream Though its anything but mean. The pain feels bliss Better than a kiss As the plastic burns in me My arm becomes free. The scream is now over Like a large supernova With the pretty lights moving But the heat excruciating Though the feeling is great It takes away all hate And places it with pain Ye I know, its insane. The next time I see The flame fall onto me I’ll wait for the scream And to wake from the dream. But while the marks still remain Keeping me sane I will always remember The torturous pain.