Where do I belong?

I hide behind make-up,
I hide behind clothes,
I hide behind everything,
and nobody knows.

They think this is me,
but they are so wrong,
Please give me an answer,
where do I belong?

I am not smart enough for you,
Not pretty enough to join that crew,
I am not a Christian or a Jew,
Where do I belong? Give me a clue.

I have no true friends,
only my family and pets,
it seems so pathetic,
but that's as good as it gets.

I take care of my dogs,
and ride my horse,
but I need to socialize,
I just need a source.

I try to make friends, I really do,
But they are just not good enough,
maybe it's me I expect to much?
it just seems like they are playin' a bluff.

Until I find that perfect group,
I will wonder aimlessly,
I will eat and hang out alone,
I'll try to hold my head shamelessly.