Walking aimlessly around this place,
Searching for something that’s not there,
Wearing a fake smile on my face
Wondering if you’ll ever care.
Looking for answers to questions unasked,
Praying that it will end well,
Hoping my truth won’t be unmasked,
Dreaming of an end to this hell.
Listening for clues,
hearing nothing at all,
Waiting for news,
For that special call.
Feeling so hopeless
So scared and used,
Feeling so faithless
I’m pathetically confused.