Sorry little bastard

Although i will always love you, and remember the times we had,
you're a sorry little bastard, and hurt me really bad.
although you think its funny, and only time will tell,
that payback sucks, and i hope you burn in hell.
i truly believed i could never let go,
i though i loved you, but now i know,
i was so blind i couldn't see,
that you never even cared about me.
how can i love someone who hurts me so much,someone that won't even speak to me?
i know you inside and out, your everything i want in a guy and see,
But This is my apology believe me, it's true.
I'm sorry about everything...except loving you.