You did all you could to save me from myself
You gave me ways to stop from wanting to die
Just think of us all playing and laughing with one another
Hold on to the fact that one day we’ll all be together
You would tell me when I expressed my sadness to you
But don’t you see I can’t hold on till then
This demon that lives inside me just won’t leave
I tried so many times to stop my terrible ways
Every time I try to stop myself from cutting I fail
I did everything to make this gloomy cloud disappear
I took all the advice you gave to me, I was so grateful
But it only made things better for a little while
Till I ended up going back to what I knew best
I turned back to my weapon of self destruction
I let my dark cloud rain down on me once again
Can’t you all see that Im doomed to be like this forever
So please just forget this girl you use to know
Because all I ever brought you was pain and tears
So let me go to my final resting place six feet under
Because my soul has been defeated
