My hearts still breaking
Wait it's already broke
I would do anything to just choke
Die quietly, or go out with a bang
Maybe even let a few shots get rang
I'm at my last straw
I've fought them all
Now my games over
I never thought i would lose
I at least thought i'd get to choose
I'd thought she would listen to me
Or at least hear what i was saying
But she didn't and she wont
Now im sitting her with matches and scissors
Torturing myself
Blaming myself
For everything
Look, i just broke skin
what a sin
Look the bloods oozing
Slightly goozing down my arm
Now a match just to give the scissors a break
Now i'm thinking my lifes a big mistake
i wish these scissors would cut deeper
Cut something thats could hurt me
Even more than im hurting
I cant take much more
I think pretty soon im going to be sprawled out on the floor
Gone forever
Never more
The weights all on my shoulders
Like, ten, fifteen boulders
There starting to fall
So am i
No matter how hard i try
It never gets better
So im going to give up
Not even try anymore
But first im going to do a few crazy things
Make everything even more hazy
So when i go
No one will know
When or where
They thought i'd never dare
Well they were wrong
I AM NOT STRONG
Well not i guess time is up
Now im going to give up
*this isnt the best one i have wrote but it was what i felt at the time...plz rate and comment and check out my other poems
