Powerless

Staring at the scar
on my arm, a memory
wondering why you would
ever want to harm me

new mark on my leg
at least you missed my head
your supposed love never appears on my face
you always find a hiding place

thrown to the wall
hands around my neck
my tired ragged body
wanting to take a forever nap

waking at the bottom of the stairs
confused wondering how i got here
blurry vision of you looking down on me
this is my hell will i ever be free

dragged to the bed
by the locks of my hair
i have no heart
my body does not know how to care

look what you made me
look what i become
powerless human being
feeling nothing but numb