The death of the old starts a new
Something that he shouldn't experience without you
It waits at the morning door with the hated light
To reveal memories of the past
And remembering has brought yet something else for him to go through
Tears of gold swivel down a beautiful face
The delicacy of a lover's heart lays broken in two
As the phone rings for a surgeon
This boy needs a heart that is entirely new
Its been a month or so, but he wouldn't know
Since the end, his life has been thrown askew
And the boy still lays on his bed
Letting tears flow out of an open wound
The pain pours out as blood
And time is lost while hurt bleeds the days together
The slits up and down the arm
Replaces the time that used to be a bliss
Doping he impatiently waits for death's loathsome kiss
Desolate are the words spoken
Because his life is now without meaning
His heart shattered and now laid under still broken
He is looking for what no longer exists
The empty space in his heart is the expression across his face
What it used to be he will miss
And the smile is gone for now
While drugged hallucinations are his only escape
Days are bleeding together
And seconds of torment are lasting forever
What was his miracle is now his curse
And somehow with time its only getting worse
The shadows of his loss constantly haunts his heart
As you still continue your unmerciful game of ripping it apart
While you smile at his tears
and play on his fears
so now what was his miracle is now his curse
the pain grows with every thought
and with the clock's second hand tick
he may thank you for the salt in his wound
Every day is spent longing for the end
sleep is the only relief
from the tormenting pain that comes from when the day must begin
He ought to owe you the same
A broken heart and year full of lies
but that doesn't matter to you
You've gotten everything you dreamed for and so much more
and even with his unbearable pain
you still push the other attractions into his face
While all the reasons he has to smile gradually become erased.
