This is for someone who threatened to kill themselves because i didn\'t like them.
Whenever I am around you now
I’m hurting cuz feel its all my fault
Its like an open wound
And then adding a pinch of salt
I don’t want to loose you
But I’m loosing myself I fear
And every time I think of you
My eyes fill up with tears
Because no matter what you say
I’ll always be to blame
At least in my heart
That’s what starts playing
Over and over in my head
That you could be dead
And it would be all my fault
Situations say
That I wouldn’t be to blame
But in my heart it never differs
Always stays the same.
If I had never talked to you
And never hurt you in this way
Maybe you wouldn’t havwouldght about it
On that stupid stupid day
If I had stopped myself sooner
And lied to you online
What if know?
I mean maybe you’d be fine
But once again
The list grows on
I mean think about it
One day I’ll be gone
And you will have
Wasted your best years
On someone like me
All those tears
Not for me. Can’t you see?
I have to get this off my chest
And finally let my mind rest
So I’m sorry that
I\'m not what you want
But I can’t give it up to you
Even if I faked it
You know it would never be true
And I’m not going to punish myself
And tell myself to stop liking him
Cuz right now it’s the only thing
That’s keeping my life not dim
My life now is
Full of stress
Like everything I do
Is one big test.
And it’s driving me insane
I can’t sleep at night
Every thing I do
Doesn’t feel right
So look I’m sorry
But this isn’t going to be
So goodbye good luck
Don’t die cuz of me
