I Deny it all

Who placed those tears in your eyes?
Who caused you to wear this heavy disguise?
Who placed the bruises on your skin?
Who stuck the dagger so far within?

Who left you there all alone?
With the result so far unknown?
Who drank too much and caused this pain?
This hatred you felt, you tried to explain.

Drop so slowly to your knees
Notice the cold winter breeze
Your mind set is so very clear
Now to make the blade appear

From your pocket a silver flash
Stretched out wrist, a single slash
Quickly done, you can't turn back
slowly the world is fading black

Last few moments, last few breaths
a name to add to the list of suicide deaths
The snow not hesitating to turn red
with one last thought in your head

A hatred so strong to the causer of this
A person you wonder if truly exists
A girl you believed and once called friend
Your life is only what she wanted to end

You'll miss her to a certain degree
after all, this friend was me
While this was happening I stood at your side
I had not stopped you, I had not cried

To death, in fact I was your guide
Awful thoughts I did provide
This is the scar you can not hide
But what you did was yours to decide

I say good-bye now as you gasp for air
I hold your hand and chant one last prayer
Your crying and silently pleading for life
I eliminate your pain with my pocketknife

You've been forgotten, your laugh and your face
People cringe at your name, your sin a disgrace
No one will ever know the truth to your death
For i deny i ever saw you, you and your last breath