I give up

I give up, or well
i really want to
but i cant cause
I'm afraid without you
we had each other
in each other hands
we were left to live
together forever but,
love had change of plans
i held on tight
and so did you
together we pushed
and pulled on through
we traveled further than
where we stood,
but after that
it showed no good,
so we did the worst thing
and broke apart
and thats what happened
we fell apart,
or well at least i did,
i died so many times after that
if u were to hit me
i wouldn't hit back
i was broke and torn
i was nothing anymore
i felt as though
i should do no more
what would be the point,
i don't have much
but i did have something but
it turned to nothing,
all i have left
are the memory's we made
the feelings we created
on our love filled days,.
we had it all,
the perfect match
but what happened
I'm not sure on that
i cant go back and
rephrase word for word
cause something in there
wasn't quite heard
i told you something
that love couldn't say
something that meant
more than anything
i told you something that
even stopped my heart,
nothing bad but
to mend back
a broken heart,
i wish i knew what it was
cause it kills me not to know
cause i wish i cud share
with the wold to even know
but we live on,
we still see each other,
we still say hi and
hug each other
but you took back
what haunted you most,
that for i shall write about
in loves worst ghost,
but for now
i feel as though
i should give up
but i wont cause
i love you to much
do me bad
and i shall love you still
cause your my love and always will.