Everyday is a struggle to stay alive
My mind says no, but my heart has died.
Why cant I leave this horrible place,
That way people wouldn't have to see my face.
I try to think of the life ahead
but the only thing I want is to be dead
I know its awful and selfish to say
but I cant stand to face one more day.
No one can see inside my soul
There are so many stories that need to be told.
My heart just wants to give up and quit,
But I'm trying to stay strong so I wont do it.
Cutting feels better than anything else
Its now a way to express myself
I'm sick and tired of holding it in
Thats why I love the razor cutting my skin.
I hate when I cant see the real pain
It makes me feel like Ive gone insane
But when I see the blood and it starts to flow
I actually see it, and have something to show.
I hate to complain, and I hate to b**ch
but life feels like a piece of s**t
I think were here for this great big test
I doubt Ill pass, but I'm doing my best.
Should I stay here and be really strong
or could I please just leave and pass on
Maybe my body wouldn't feel so weak,
and finally what I want, would be easy to seek.
