Unfairness describes me,
Facial features kept smiles away.
My whole life I have been put down,
And not for unkind actions made.
Each night I cry to God for a new beginning,
A new start with new surroundings.
It's hard to maintain a smile,
Keeping myself together seems impossible.
I'm different so therefore not "cool."
So respect is what my eyes are blind from.
So many new starts, but none turned out,
Surrounding people are what ruins my happiness.
As if I've been through enough hardships,
Treatment I've received over the years,
Hasn't been at all enjoyable to my life.
Now there are no feelings left to be hurt,
I'm like a statue waiting to be broken.