Unfortunate

It seems my luck has turned,
But not forever to stay.
It will deplete before I know it's there,
Soon my luck will not return the next day.

It's fate I believe,
That God is making me stronger.
Each hardship I've been through,
Will make my heart last longer.

I know it hurts,
And my heart bleeds.
But I can't control everything,
Of where my life leads.

I stand with shaken legs,
Along with tangled mess.
So much disappointment around,
I just have to confess...

All I want is a true smile on my face,
And have my fears to escape from this place.