I can't wait

Why does this always seem to happen,
My life
can never go right.
There is always someone
around,
That has to pick a fight.

Mistakes are understandable,
But deceivers
are not trusted.
Someone has to lie
repeatedly,
And soon they are busted.

What shall I do,
I'm lost in a world of
tears.
No one has come to save me,
And
take away all of my fears.

I need someone
to trust,
And some people out of my life.

I'm not sure I can stand the hurt much
longer,
It seems so easy to take it away with
a knife.

I want to be on my own,
To
be in charge of what things I need.
And all
the hurt will stop completely,
I will be the
one to succeed.

I can't wait,
Until
independence is mine.