Outspoken

I just can't go on,
Pretending that I'm okay.
Living in all the suffer,
That happens everyday.

My emotions are just not hidden,
No matter the actress I tend to be.
It hurts the more I hold it in,
I just want to live happily.

Someone always ruins it,
The strength that we built here.
But now my mom and I,
Move on and live in fear.

I can't bare to see the tears,
To fall from her face.
I wish none of this could happen,
And to move far away from this place.

Help us God, dry our tears,
Give us hope to carry on.
To live our lives completely,
Even when he's gone.

God, make the hurting stop,
Dry all of the tears that ever fell.
Until all of this is cleared up,
I am living in hell.