Why me?

It's so hard to get back up,
From falling down so far.
I still hold on to hope,
As I wish on a shooting star.

I try to maintain a smile,
Covering the unbelievable pain.
But inside I always know,
My heart has been slain.

So much anger makes me worry,
Try to keep all control.
But my emotions run wild,
I'm not to sure I'm capable.

Enemies are to be forgotten,
Accomplishments are to be made.
For everyone else's mistakes,
I'm the one that paid.