Happiness is all my heart yearns for,
But every time I attempt, I get hurt even more.
It's not you, said the boy with my heart,
But it is, otherwise he wouldn't of torn it
apart.
I thought my dream was coming true,
As he says, I don't have time for you.
No matter what happens, I'm the one that has to
pay,
For what, trying to make the person I love happier
everyday.
Why does god put me in so many difficult
positions,
Then I hurt myself by making the right decisions.
My heart shattered like a broken bone,
And he turned out to be a jerk, I just should of
known.
I'm glad it happened, even though it turned out
wrong,
He was my first love, thank god, for only that long!!!!!!!!
