All these feelings I cannot show
yet I cant seem to hide them
I cannot express nor explain them
they don't leave
not for a second
they are always haunting my mind
some for you
but some for him
what do i do
i cant let him go
i love him so
but i love you more
he will always be a part of me
thats something i cant help
why cant i kill them
just murder all of my feelings
that way i don't have to cry anymore
but I'm stuck with them
for if it weren't for my feelings
you wouldn't be a part of me
of my life
so for you
for my love for you
I'll continue to cry
continue to die
inside
for you.