All seems a mistake

My heart it aches from all the pain
caused every time you lied
my eyes they sting as i try to fight
more tears as enough I've cried

my soul, its lost even from me
as i search no clue appears
dreading another day alone
swamped by
these growing fears

as i fake another smile
i feel myself fall to the floor
to those near by i seem fine
but inside i can take no more

my body carries on moving
as my mind slowly drifts away
they'll never know how i really felt
the struggle of everyday

when my mind and body are rejoined
i remain cold and lonely
you're not here to hold my hand
my destination cant seem to find me

as i hopelessly try to make out
a path in which to take
reality seems so far away
from this nightmare i cant seem to wake

i roam in search of a place
where i will feel i belong
does such a place exist?
and if so is this path wrong?

how will i know if its correct
all i do seems a mistake
my eyes cant find a soul around
my hearts become so full of hate

this heart that has been torn
repeatingly till numb
those lies were so convincing
i thought he was the one

but maybe theres not such a thing
as true love, pure and real
or maybe I'm now blind to it
because of how he made me feel

how carefully bit by bit
he managed to tear me apart
how I'm trapped forever more
now hes taken my heart