Silent Screams

Silent screams and gasps of horror.
Was this the night to which I was looking forward?
Many thoughts raced through my head.
Now the night is filled with dread.
Was this the night I've wanted so long?
If I am right I should know I'm wrong.
Blood and sweat drain from my skin.
So this is the condition I am now in.
I am becoming cold with every move I make.
The death that shall come, the life I shall take.
My heart slows down to a normal speed.
It continues dropping and continues to bleed.
I start falling into a deep trance.
My body goes numb all but my hands.
Slowly it dies and I drift away.
Everything went wrong, what a day!