by chelsea Nov 27, 2004
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I feel so alone i don't know ware to go and my heart is aching every day. I try so hard to smile but it tears my heart because its so tough to live evry day alone, with no ware to go or anyone wanting you. I wake up every morning and try to think about tomorrow and wonder if i can hold back these tears but i cant and sometimes it hurts just the thought hurts me every moment. Everyone forgets me and leaves me behind in this world i cannot find my way if i was gone would anyone be hurt would they notice or just desert? cause this pain is starting to tear me apart and soon i don't know ware ill be will anyone still love me? every day i try my best to be a friend, but its hard and its hurtful alone no one invites you anyware. Do i even belong here? my life is so lonely but no one knows how i feel every day, every moment. I cry so hard when no one is there, but soon my heart will be shattered and torn and ill hope someone will be there but they wont cause everyone has a best friend and i dont. i feel so alone, why do i feel so alone... |