Don't even know what to call it

The first day I saw you, right then and there
I felt something deep down, and couldn't help but stare.
With your beautiful smile, and your dark brown eyes,
This feeling deep down, could not be disguised.
They told you I liked you, but every girl did too,
I knew there was no way, I'd have a chance with you.
We began to talk, even more each day
That like, grew to love, in every way.
There was a smile on my face, when that day finally came
I knew that you had started to feel the same.
You couldn't have a girlfriend, and this I understood
So I waited and waited, because I felt I should.
You brightened my world, in so many ways
And I thanked God for sending you, each and every day.
You were so sweet, respectful, and good looking too
We would be together forever, this I knew.
And one day you told me, about this big change
You were going to Lawrence County, for the whole soccer thing.
It upset me, of course, but deep down I knew
Soccer was your dream, and it's what you wanted to do.
I tried not to complain, or give you a hard time
Cause I knew that after all we'd been through, I was your's and you were mine.
Then we went to highschool, and never talked to each other
But with this love I had for you, there would never be another.
But you started backing off, and the rumors flew
So on October 23, I "broke up" with you.
This is something, I truly did not want to do
I only did it because you wouldn't, even though you wanted to.
I thought we would be friends, even though we were through
But you won't make contact with me, no matter what I do.
I miss your face and your smile, and your soft gentle touch
I miss everything about you, I miss you so much.
The reason I sent this, is because I want you to know,
That I'll wait on you forever, because I LOVE YOU with all of my heart and soul.