This is my life......

by DiZzYAdi   Nov 28, 2004


I feel so unwanted
Why am I here?
I don't want to be here
So why am I here?
If everything in my life goes wrong
Why should I try
I have my good days
But they are forgotten in the shadow of the bad
For there are so many
This is my life
and I don't understand why I cant control it
Feels like I'm spinning out of control
I cant stop it
I do stupid sh** to make the pain go away
But hurt people in the process
Why can't they just stop caring?
But if they stop caring, will I go farther then just killing the PAIN?
Theses are the thoughts that taunt me every minute of every day
Why cant my mind just leave me alone
Why must I haunt myself
Is there anyone out there that understands?
Of course...... but why is it I don't seem to listen?
This is my life,
Anyone want it?

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  • 19 years ago

    by Nat the dreamer

    I'm not a huge fan of unrhyming poems but you handled this one well. I like the flow and rhythm

  • 19 years ago

    by SuicideQueen

    Aww bueatiful poem sweetie, you is so talented, keep it up
    kt xx

  • 19 years ago

    by Queen Marlene

    OMG. awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Adina, you made me cry!!!!!!!!!! this is alot like me!!! BEAUTIFUL POEM!!!!! 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by Britt

    hey, good poem....I understand! i know what it's like to cut and do all that stupid shit, but it just keeps on coming back...i know what it's like to want to die, but i also know what it's liek to be to scared to die...if you ever need to talk or need a friend you can email me...it's britt_britt08@hotmail.com...
    *britt*

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