All of these thoughts run through my head,
every since you left me.
Was I not good enough?
Was there someone else?
What did I do wrong for you to
break my heart like this?
Now the thoughts are,
how should
it be done?
Sharp blade
Dull blade
No blade
Maybe I should make it fast.
Make you suffer knowing it was caused
by you.
Make you cry over me like I cried over you.
Make you spend night after night
thinking about me thinking about
the memories that will always be
mine and yours.
Should I think like this?
My friends tell me to get over it.
What they don't understand
is you were my life.
You were what I woke up for every morning.
What else did I have to wake up to,
a broken household that no one knows about,
but you.
You know why you were the only guy I trusted.
So now I guess it's proof none can be trusted.
All of them will break your heart in some way.
You knew how my heart and trust was broken
with the other guy.
You knew what I did after that.
Yet you still want to put me through the same
thing again.
Sure you didnt do anything quite as bad
as he did.
But you broke my heart just like he did.
So now I want this to be your thought.
Are you really any better than he was?
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