I dont know what to do

i cant stop this feeling way.Everytime i call you mt heart beats faster and faster we talk for hours about nothing this feeling i just cant shake it as i slilently count the days untill i see you your forever in my mind i see your picture all the time.i need to be in your arms,need you to dry my tears but slowly the calls stop the scars apper again,and im slowly losing life,im sliping away and no ones there to catch me