Live or Die

Live or die
thats what runs through my mind
To hear Ur voice
to see u smile
and u not being mine
makes me want to choose to die
i see Ur face
each and everyday i walk past u
and my heart begins to race
i know what happened with him
and how u feel
but u just can't keep ignoring me
this pain feels to real
i went to the edge
and picked up the knife
i started cutting through my life
i thought i was cured
i thought i was better
i thought i had it together
u were my cure
i loved u for sure
but now this thing with him
whether u believe him or me
its destroying me
i can't walk past u
or look at u
see Ur face
see u smile
because in my mind
i want to die
because i don't have u
and Ur not mine
the question unanswered
but pondered upon
to live or die
still runs through my mind