How have we become this close
I swore never again I would become this attched
You broke down all these walls I built
You shattered them with just one kiss
It scares me that you know when something is wrong
Not even my best friend can tell that
You gave me hope
Through away my knife
What happens when your gone
I'll loose everything I know
Turn back to things I regret
Maybe then I'll let go
Living in pain from reasons I can't explain
Your now my only escape
She found these cuts upon my wrist
She made me stop
But if you leave I will go back
I might take it further
Might finally take the plunge
Might take the dive
Out of life
Out of pain
Why did I let you get this close
I'm waiting to get hurt once more
that's all I can take
Only once more
