What Do I Do?

I don't know what to do
I don't know where to turn
These scars I've made upon my skin
This pain, it truly burns

Should I die
Or should I not?
Who would cry?
Not a lot.

What would it matter
If I left this Earth?
Who would actually care?
Before I'd leave, I'd have to aologize first.

Apologize for living
Apologize for being there
Apologize for breathing
Apologize because I cared

One last cut and I'll be gone
Gone forever and a day
I'm just sorry that everyone else
Has to sit here and stay.

I'll watch my blood flow
Like a crimson waterfall.
And you won't have to see my again
Not ever, not at all.

Rachel Crombie--11//28//04