To fall asleep and not know

Things you say,
Won’t go away,
They twist and they stay,
In my brain,
And I can’t sleep,
Thoughts run too deep,
The words still keep,
And I bleed.

Your last words, for the night,
Are they all I’ll ever hear?

I dare not sleep,
For fear of losing you,
Peaceful retreats,
I’m just not going to,
An empty street,
I walk what else can I do?
Why say what you do?

You say suicide,
Then goodnight,
And I can’t get by,
Are you all right?
Pick up your phone,
Why leave me alone?
Just let me know,
Yes or no?

Your last words, for the night,
Are they all I’ll ever hear?