I slice myself open
then sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i cry too much
i cant stop the tears from falling
it cuts me deep inside
but i cant help that I'm hurting
i never asked for Pain, Hurt & Fear
sometimes it gets so bad
so bad that i don't want to be here
but there always something
that pulls me through
i can never escape it
no matter what i do
I'm not sure whether this is all in my head
but every night i sit and cry on my bed
and sometimes i even contemplate
whether it would be better if i was dead
No matter what i do
No matter what i say
The pain within
Will not go away!