Ruined

You are the headache
when the time comes to rise
you are the reason
i can't ever unwind

every little move i make
theres always a pair of eyes
to mark it under the date
and tell you who i was beside

if i ever get a phone call
you are right there to listen
come here bring me your face
i need something to spit in

you are a disease
that invades my mind
you are the reason
why everything is hidden inside

you give me a pain
where i used to get pleasure
i am talking about my heart
not that spot you treasure

if i make a friend
you run them off
go find a big bridge
you can jump off

sometimes i sit here
waiting for you to pull the strings
directing me on which way i can lean

i want to peel off my skin
every time you touch me
and i fear the nights
when you force yourself inside me

i look in the mirror
and all i see
is how much you have ruined me.