Insecure

Turn toward me whom you say you love. Look at me your sun. Now run..

What if...that never after, where’s the satisfaction from chance’s end? Can you expect forgiveness from me if you don’t find what you’re looking for?

After you came to know me for my restless love? To sleep peacefully after you’ve watched me return, again and again?

I fell before pride reminding you of your opinion of me, and in the end you embraced me. How far I’ve come to achieve that end and yet it didn’t even matter. You’re not as sure as before. And you begin to trust this, your increasing doubt in my self respect. Wondering how far I would go, how far you could break me.

With eyes of greater loathing someone has fallen at your feet, smitten...or so now you’re convinced. Invested never crossed your weighted mind.

Ruthless this end, just like you. I’m revolted you’ve chosen this ruin. Where rage is become my perfect world, how absurd.

Now I’m here to find my way again.