This Hate in My Heart(true story)

++This poem is about my cousin and her dad who has a drinking problem, and so I wrote this based on what she has said to her Mom about his drinking addiction++

Mom
Why did you let him drink and drive?
I know that dad isn't going to survive
Mom since the start I saw him drink
That really made me think

Is my dad going to ignore what this can do to his health?
I know he loves the bottle of beer more than me Mom
He even loves them more than you

How could you do this Mom
You let your husband turn himself into a fool
Stop talking Mom
I've had enough
Leave me alone
Don't answer the phone
I know its going to be him
How could you do this to someone you love

Mom I have this hate in my heart and its getting bigger every time he drinks
Mom its going to get worse
I know it, I can feel it
Mom this hate in my heart
Its insane
Let me go Mom
You've already given me too much pain

Forever I'll have this hate in my heart
And forever its going to be my dad to blame
For loving bottles of beer and not loving his own daughter, he doesn't even feel shame

Mom just remember our little talk
I'm going to go now and take a walk
I'm not going to sit here doing nothing like you've done for that past 15 years of my life
Mom its time I'm going to take our kitchen knife

Bye Mom
Goodbye
Tell Dad I say bye..oops wait he doesn't really care
Well just know Mom, not once was he ever there