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by chelsea Nov 29, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I'm so mad,pi**ed off inside, I can't take it, I just want to cry. I feel so depressed, I don't know what's wrong. On the inside so angry, like beating against a wall. I just want to scream and let it all out, But no one to confide in, no trust to be found. But what to say so much anger inside, And no thoughts as why hatred consumes my mind. I just want to be left alone in a dark room, Where there's no one to hurt except for the wound. The internal wound that consumes me all the time, Filled with anger,hatred,and depression in my mind. I just want to scream and let it all out, But you won't listen, what's that about? We talk all the time, I thought you would see, That I'm so angry, I can't help but need..... Someone to talk to and tell it all to, But when no one came, I didn't know what to do. So it all stayed inside, Tucked away in a faraway place. Yet lately all I feel is angry at the world, Like it all came out from that faraway place. So why don't I scream and let it all out? Because all of the hatred and anger is toward the people I love. If they were to hear all the anger inside, They would probably just want to die. So I'll keep it inside,and be angry at myself, for not telling it all, and letting it out.
by Seth
and you said I was depressed