6 am i awake and you
are the first thing that fills my thoughts and surpluses my mind
It's been so long since I've seen you, last time we talked wasn't pleasant, but the truth was needed.
You think that I was mean
and cruel, but you have never seen me cry over you 'cause I did it when you weren't looking
I care so much that I would do things that i can't control, but I've come to realize that I'm old-news to you
you don't seem to care anymore
No matter what you've done and no matter what I've said, I'll never forget you
You'll always be a part of me.
You taught me what caring touch feels like
You taught me what safety and comfort feels like
I found all of this in your arms
Arms that protected me and cared for me
Arms that I will always miss and yearn for.