I love you so i'm leaving you

I swear I am doing what is right
What is needed to be done
I liked you to much to stay with you
I won't allow myself any fun

I don't want to hurt you
In the present state
I'm doing you a favor
I'm going before it's too late

I can't have your kisses
or the hugs that feel so right
I couldn't bring myself to leave you
This took all my very might

But i knew it was for the better
when i said my last goodbye
I tried to pushed the tears away
You will never see me cry

Yet as the hours keep passing
I just miss your smiling face
I'd do anything to take you back
I'm stupid for leaving you in the first place

So on my last stanza
i will give you my last plea
Give me one chance to explain myself
Before you start to flee