White all around me
Yet my soul is still black
Everyone around me is happy
Yet my joy's in serious lack
People punching
I don't feel a sting
People laughing
I don't hear a thing
I want them to quit
I want to get up and defend
I want them to feel my hit
Yet I want it all to end
My soul is confused
My emotions are crazy
I don't want to lose
But I feel weak and lazy
I can't move at all
I feel so weighed down
Your name I start to call
Help me before i drown
Drown in this lake
Lake of sorrow and fear
Please come get me for my own sake
And take me far from here
Far from this place
Place where I'm always suffering
Get these people of my case
So I can become uncovering
So I can uncover the missing parts
My life has to be more than this mess
Theres got to be something more than broken hearts
Theres got to be someone with less
Less hatred for me
No abusive hits
No drowning sea
Someone to put together all the bits
Someone who cares
Someone who lives
Someone who dares
Someone who gives
My sorrow and shame
I still carry around
I'm the one to blame
I'm the one who was lost and ever found
You were never there
Or not like you said you would
You didn't care
Or not as much as you could
It was always about you
You life and your game
Me loving you just wouldn't do
Even though it took away the pain
Thats why I'm here now
You just wouldn't listen
And now your asking how
How could I go missing
It's all your fault
Too bad you'll never know
I always suffered
It just didn't show
Now I'm gone
Now you give a crap
I wasn't wrong
And I'm not going back
Not to all your lies
face it
Your a murderer in disguise
You took me out with every hit
