Random Insecurities

Tear my heart apart,
Lain on the ground.
Stare into nothing.
Don’t hear a sound.

You said I was loved,
You love to lie.
While I ‘m on the floor,
Continuous cry.

Shout no one hears,
Resistance at none.
They choose not to hear.
Who cares? Not one.

Shallow surrounds,
Deep emptiness.
Gone, gone, gone,
Observe restlessness.

Outside has noise,
Silence inside.
Drowned out by void.
All place to hide.

Gone is the matter,
The care, the we.
Only remains,
And alone and envy.

Calm rage stays.
Torn glass-my heart.
Trust gone away.
Clues from the start

Ever is lasting,
Cleansing of hope.
Never known to those,
Who know to cope.

Forgetting to breath,
It matters not.
Shame enclosed.
Emotion shot.Chose the wrong,
Critical miss.
Downhill all goes,
Repeating crisis.

Done to me,
Is what I did.
Different felt,
Yourself was hid.

Not worth the eyes,
Staring through,
Landing behind,
All treasures you.

Forgave your faults,
Done not returned.
Pointed out mine,
Into me burned.

Bleeding invisible.
Blind covers all.
Doesn’t matter,
Not me at all.

Wondering if,
It crowds my mind.
What is to be,
Not left behind

Chosen first never,
Some douzieme.
Remarkable not,
Comparing to them.

Left all alone,
Purposely hurt.
Sorry is stolen.
Gone all comfort.

Stolen myself,
Pawned me for fun.
Nothing was gained,
As long as you won.

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