To die or not to die that is the question

Why would someone want to die?
when this kind of thought is said no one thinks he's better off dead.
To lye so still from night to morning till the life of the ground when your so unwound.
Lifeless and cold but you are not sore. The pain is wained decreased because you were insane.
To put a bullet through your brain or to die some other way, tis just the same.
Why would someone want to die?
To get away from the pain of this life. To separate the body from soul with shapes of life leaving the mold. The silence of the world and everything being hurled. Not all at once but gradually as if it is gradually broken. No more spoken are the words of a heart broken , careless and useless with the feelings of abusiveness in the heart of all little ones.
Seeing the world in different placing noticing no difference in the faces. All hang with sorrow even the faces of little ones. Reality and no none sees it but me. The hopes and dreams of everything coming to reality with the fact that no dreams are reality and everything isn't as it seems.