The Last Cry, before My Last Day

I'll go somewhere where no one goes
Cry my last cry
Scream out my feelings
And then soon die

I don't have anything to live for
No one loves me
I can't name one person that cares
And if they do well I don't see it, the love isn't there

Why can't I be like everyone else
I feel odd and unwanted
Please stop feeling sorry for me
Everyday I'm lost and forgotten

Let me leave
Let me set myself free
Let me go
You don't love me you should know

After all the hate
After all the lies
The words you sprung into my ears
Have killed me inside

I'll runaway some day
AND Let go of this pain
Yes pain you hear that a lot
From different people
Who have already fought

The war is horrible
Theres no hope in surviving
This life isn't durable
I'm weak, but I'm still trying

I get up, but you pushed me down
I disinfect the cuts, but you still keep cutting all around
I wipe my tears away, but you dig the knife into too deep
I scream and weep

You tell me to shut up, but the pain I can't take
You tell me not to move, but I can't help tell myself to stay still
You tell me to to stop crying, but the tears keep on flooding

My shirt drenched in blood
My pants caked with mud
You tell me to not tell anyone, but I go to counseling after school
I lie to you, but why would you care you do the same to me
Leave me alone
LET ME LEAVE