I come to you when I’m in trouble
I come to you when I need help
You help me up when I fumble
You dry my tears when sadness is what I felt
Depression is not easy
But your always my support
Bloody wrists and dieing insides are quite often a part of me
But you’ve always helped and fought;
To stop me dieing,
To stop me crying,
Oh, how many times I’ve hated you,
Yet still you’re the only one I can turn to.
I know I can tell you anything and you’ll keep it a secret,
No matter how terrible, I know you’ll help me through it.
Crush after crush I always let you know
You tell me if he’s good enough
If he’ll break my heart
Or if it’s just time to let go
But I long to tell you how I truly feel
But then,
You know me so well that you probably already see through my shield
Because you see,
You’re the one I love
You’re the one I’ll always need
Ill lie for you,
And be there till the end,
Why don’t you love me back?
Why am I only a friend?
So I guess that even after all you’re help,
And when you’ve turned me away from suicide
I again feel lonely and all by myself
You’re, ironically, the one who I will die for,
Since my love for you only goes one way
I will always be hollow
So I guess the long awaiting blade’s hopes are profiled on this ghastly day.
So remember,
If you ever go through pain, hell or depression
Ill always be guiding you,
Repaying your friendship from up in heaven.
This is a pretty shit poem, because I wrote it ages ago when i actually felt Moderately like this with someone, not anymore though
