My Depression

I sit here in this depression
Not knowing what to do
Can't help feeling this way
I really need your help
You tell me you'll be there for me
But as soon as I ask you for help
You run away
And I'm left by myself
Each time you leave me alone
I feel as if you don't care anymore
This depression is sucking me in
I really need you now
Will you ever be there for me?
Will you ever keep your promise?
No, I don't think you will
You never have
As soon as I start to feel better
You bring me down
Sometimes I feel you don't want me around
I might as will give up
I sit here in depression
Not knowing what to do
Can't help feeling this way
I don't want you help anymore