I like this. Good perspecitive. Its good to have an older person (not to offend you, but most of the people on here are in their teens and early 20's) to offer something because your writing style is so much different and more involved than many of the younger poets on here. As you said, you may be 20 inside but your life experiance gives your poems an edge and an authenticity that you cant fake. Keep it up.
With love, K Kristina